Thursday, November 27, 2008 ♥
2nd last day at work. Not feeling absolutely great though. Left office around 9pm last night, sheesha-ed with Eugene after that. After so long, I'm going clubbing on Saturday. Celebrating the end of SIP and Eugene's birthday. But if not for the 4 free invitations with free flow drinks and free make up. Probably we wouldn't have chose to club.
Whatever it is, I'm kinda cranky now maybe cos' I'm damn drowsy and I can't sleep in office. Gotta go for a musical after work later cos' boss gave me tickets there and I can't reject. I'll go home and crash and wake up to a new day. That's like the kinda lifestyle I had for months. I'm sorry I have no life and I'm boring you people out la.
What clubbing? What chillax? What shopping? What supper? Sorry lor, I gotta work lorrr.
Now that I'm gonna be free again. I'm suddenly lost. Yes, back to school. Then what? The 'having-fun' life sounds so hectic now. In the end what do you get there? Just wasting time and money with some temporary pleasure or one night stands maybe (that's for THAT kinda girls)? I mean of course, don't mention that there will be occasions that needs some celebrating and fun. Maybe it's just cos' I'm jealous that those meaningless, lifeless, aimless, no-brainer people can lead that kinda lifestyle.
Jealousy kills in both work and relationships.
At the least I know and we all know that I'm a tad better than them.
Tsk.