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WARNING : A LONG RANTING POST WITHOUT PHOTOS

Haven't been updating in the longest of time. Haven't really been in touch with the rest of the world either. Not that I'm locking myself at home or anything. Internship sucks hardcore. Literally sucks all your time and energy you don't even feel like doing anything. It's like you have loads of money yet you can't shop or like loads of shit yet you're constipated. Okay, that was crap.

Anyway, I'm like attached to Teo Keng Siang & Partners. This place that handles tons of accident cases. So all I see everyday are cars that have their bumpers gone, victims who suffers from all kinda superficial injuries due to an accident. In short, it's just a very mundane kinda job that I wouldn't choose to handle for long. You don't get to go to court very often and even if you do, it's just relatively trivial cases or you get rude stares from the staff working there. Don't ask me why.

Other than my job scope, I've been struggling to maintain a work-life balance. But it was just as expected. I mean, what's life when there's work. How do you even maintain a work-life balance. Okay, the working hours for me and my guy is like totally opposite. Like, I'll end work and he'll start work and end around 9pm which by then, I'm already home and I can't even get my legs to move my huge ass outta my doorstep. That's how bad it gets.

We didn't get used to it initially and the first 2 weeks were really bad. It was a total nightmare to me when work suck and my relationship sucked as bad. Probably I was too focused on performing really well for my attachment and couldn't give a fuck about how my guy feels that's why we ended up on bad terms. Or maybe it was because he was too used to us sticking to each other every single day and I'm suddenly not around and he has too much time to spare that's why our relationship was in that horrendous state. But, it was most prolly just a mixture of both which was lethal enough to let me bawl my eyes and cry my guts out daily.

Kinda helps to sort out our differences amicably without like shouting on the phone or anything. But honestly, it was really tiring and annoying to get calls that will upset my emotional state at that point in time. I could really flare up at anything but I kept suppressing it to myself and drenched my whole pillow with tears almost every night. I swear if my pillow had ears, it would prolly go deaf or something. Well, at least we know that our relationship ain't as feeblish as others expected. We managed to get past this lil rough patch which I think there'll be more to come soon. But whatever, it's like over. So yeah, no worries. We're really fine and even better now. (:

Went to Karin's 21st the day before and BF thinks my family's cool which I will not beg to differ. I mean, how many parents do you see drinking shots with their daughter and her BF. Haha, I love my mom for the fact that she's as alcoholic as I am.

Ah, that was out of my topic. Now I'm getting Monday BLUES and I gotta bury my head between my pillows soon, without BF hugging me to sleep ):

Mondays-Thursdays = "Work my guts out, get scolded but die die must tahan" days ;
Fridays = "Drinking and singing or chillaxing somewhere with Jo GF, Andrew or others" day ;
Saturdays = "I'm sleeping till late afternoon" do not disturb day ;
Sundays = "Giving tuition at 4pm ruins my plans" day

Obviously I meet BF if I'm not tired on any of the weekdays or combine my family and him together on public holidays or weekends. And I'm not that bad NOT to make special, private time for him. (: ( whatever so, you know I love you honey. )

So, if any of you people wanna date me out, I'm sorry but you guys gotta wait till X'mas. No joke. I'll have a 2 week recuperating period at home/ BF's house, other than school time that is. I'll prolly go for a 1 week long retail therapy, another 1 week for Bintan, Genting, Bangkok or whatever to enjoy myself. There are plans but not confirmed yet. What's confirmed is, Jo and Andrew and me, we're going to go on that reverse bungee at Clarke Quay, which is freaking near our office, on the 28th November and scream out guts out. Then, I'll prolly hug Jo and cry and be relieved that attachment is over. OMG, I so can picture that scene.

Okay, enough ranting. I really need to sleep before I look like I got punched in the eye. Oh, all those about not being able to be dated out doesn't apply to Xueli okay. I mean, I gotta state it here before she scolds me or something. You'll never know. HAHAHA.

Be prepared to see my next post up in like maybe another month's time. HOHOHO.

LOVES!

P.S: My BF should stop playing soccer in the middle of the night, getting stupid blisters for himself, stinking himself after he bathed, straining his already not that big eyes to look out for the soccer ball, not catching enough sleep cos he gotta wake up early the next day.

I'm very angry with him and if he doesn't try to pacify me after seeing this post.

1. I'm not gonna talk to him for the next whole day and ;
2. I will flip his nails when I see him and ;
3. I will curse that his eyes becomes smaller and ;
4. I will make sure I sneak into his house in the middle of the night and ;
5. I'll withdraw $50 and place it in his wallet and ;
6. I'll steal ALL his cards so he can't buy his whatever bag and ;
7. I will duplicate his house keys a few more times in case he wants to confiscate the ones I have and ;
8. I'll make sure I spend at least $3000 of his hard-earned money on something I wouldn't even use and ;
9. I'll make sure ... I can't think already LAH.

Wow, that's long. Okay, it's gonna be 2am. GOODNIGHTS. and I think I have a bad tummy ache now. FUCK.