Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥
Woots. I've slept for 16 hours straight and I could have slept more. THANKS MR. TEH KAIWEN. For calling me and shouting into the phone and insisting that I stop sleeping. I swear you're damn irritating at times like these. I have this sudden urge to drink and I'm just here to ramble. Exam's coming. I'm dead.
I've been wondering
What have you been pondering.
It's the feelings behind the words
That makes up the hurt.
Building memories of my presence,
And my existence.
I took a step back
And tried to relax.
Thought through a series of events
Feelings that I could not fend.
It was not a factitious affection
But rather an ambivalent emotion.
Then it revealed itself
It was more than the love for oneself.
It was the passion we shared
Something that nobody else could compare.
It was irreversible,
Irreplaceable.
The paranoia,
The mania.
Of losing something you love so much
The feeling that made my stomach lurch.
Now my mind wanders,
Over what you pondered.