Friday, July 27, 2007 ♥
Woke up at 5pm today. I hate this. I've got a pile of work staring at me right now. Totally not in the mood to do all that. At least some stuff are resolved. Am I supposed to feel sad or relieved? Stepped into the house today and all I get was loads of bullshit.
Hey mom hey dad if you all are reading this,
It's pointless for me to say much to convince you all whether I attend school or not. Think or believe whatever you all like. I can't be bothered alright? And stop comparing me with your younger bro. It's fucking insulting. We're like two totally different individuals. After 18 years, you all should have realised that I'm not someone with no determination. One simple example. I've been dancing since I was a 3 year old kiddo. What makes you think I will quit my course halfway? Stop being ridiculous. At least spare a thought for my fucking feelings. I'm not someone for you all to vent your frustration or whatsoever on. And please, I'm old enough to think. At least I've been through the worse and you all know that better than anyone else. So for god's sake, stop screaming at me through the phone over nothing. How do you like me to call you in the middle of whatever you all are doing and scream at you? I respect you all and I won't want not to. So respect me too. I'm no bloody rebellious kid who cant think. At least not anymore.
Screw this shit.
Leave me alone. I've got work to do.
P.s: Leave my heart alone too.