Sunday, July 22, 2007 ♥
(start of draft - 21st July 2007, 00:41)Exactly a month has passed in 6 hours time. A month filled with all kinds of emotions. A month, a day, a date I wanna forget. Passed by certain places after work, in one of the 'boss's' car. Thought of some memories that should have been long gone or should not have been remembered. Well, I doubt it will ever happen again. Those happy times.
Clare, it's time to move on. It's not like you're not independent enough. What's yours will be yours, what's not will never be. There's no point making yourself sad. Pushing yourself or allowing someone else to push you down the same cliff twice.
Then again, no matter how much I reprimand myself for being the dumbest (if there's such a word) woman in the world. I am still getting depressed over certain issues. Issues that I cannot resolve. (end of draft)
I thought I promised myself I wouldn't cry. That's one of the reasons why I stop wearing waterproof mascara.
Went to Liquid with Gary and company just now. Gary still knows me best. After 7 years. He's like the one of the few guys whom I can really talk to. Now you know, this is one of the reasons why I hate listening to chinese songs. I get emo, I cry. It was not the effect of the alcohol. It was the effect of a heartbreak. Anyway, it was nice singing and everything. It's been a long time since both of us stepped outta our cribs together. It's always like, 'hey, come down to 125 / 129 now.' or 'hey, let's go la kopi.'. The last time we ever went out was last year. 4 of us in a KTV room big enough to play badminton eh. hahaha. Alrights, I promise we'll hang out soon. You don't have to wait half a year.
Had work just now. It was kinda alright except for the location. Had to go all the way down to Clementi. Met people like Eileen Wee and one of the Project Superstar 2 while I was there. Had kinda fun. I didnt take much pictures. They will be up soon though.
Gonna crash now. Have a photoshoot tomorrow morning or i.e later. (:
Clare: Clare, be strong. Even though it's hard. I know you have feelings too no matter how cold you can appear to be.