Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥
Guess you didn't know how much you still mean to me.
Or that you didn't know every little thing you do would have a great impact on me.
It's nearly 6am now, the time I'll wake up, get breakfast and go over to your place, snuggling up beside you for warmth. Yet now, I'm here alone. In this cold weather, with nothing for company.
Nothing really means anything when my everything's gone. You dig?
I wanna text or call you so badly or even to ask you out. But no, I don't wanna be pushed away by you. Not anymore. Yet I so want to be beside you at this very moment. Flirting with the thought of having you around to keep me warm or you having me around to pat you to sleep.
Yanking myself back to reality, it will not happen. Maybe, never ever again.
And did I mention I just finished reading Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows? Now I've regretted finishing it so fast.
The nights where random thoughts would infiltrate my mind would come back again. I don't like it either. But, do I look like I have a choice?