Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥
As much as I want to tell you how much I miss or love you, I can't.
As much as I want to get over all these shit, I can't.
As much as I want to snuggle up beside you again, I can't.
As much as I want to feel you to hugging me to sleep again, I can't.
As much as I want to wake up and see you beside me again, I can't.
As much as I want to feel your touch against my skin again, I can't.
As much as I want to have your arms around my shoulders again, I can't.
As much as I want to feel loved by you again, I think..
I most probably, can't.
The moment I teared, it started pouring. It was as though they can feel how I'm feeling inside. But why, can't the rain wash away my tears for me?
Saturday night. Now that I remember, I've forgot to mention that Gary's friend, brought someone who looks almost exactly the same as he did. I couldn't stop staring. Was it me or was it the alcohol? It's most probably just me. Now you know, why I cried.
I wanna stand in the rain. So you wouldn't know, that I'm crying. Over you.